I feel like I am drowning, the panic in my heart,
As I think of those memories as I lay in the dark.
How do I stop these thoughts recurring in my head?
I try to focus hard on other things instead.
I try not to dwell on what happened to me.
But some days it's harder and my memories do see.
Fear grips my heart and a prisoner I become,
No escape from this truth as I become undone.
As I relive these memories anguish engulfs me.
How I wish that these memories would flee.
To replace them with thoughts of happier times past.
Indelible memories moulding life's cast.
Invisible walls that stop me being free.
When will this torment cease to be?
Another day will pass and I hope that I will find
an Angel to protect me and give me peace of mind.
